sometimes it just becomes overwhelmingly obvious that humans are disposable. that every single person i know and care about could be gone without even a goodbye.
so i’ve been thinking a lot about probably deleting this blog but i feel like i need to use it one last time to finally exhaust a lot of things that have been going on in my mind for the past year that i’ve never expelled. so basically expect a huge text post pretty soon and then for me to disappear - and as cheesy as this sounds, if any of you are going through something tough or are the kinda person who tends to bottle up your emotions instead of talking about them PLEASE PLEASE add me on facebook or twitter or anything so that i can help you when you need it, whether we talk or not. i don’t want anyone to feel like i have been.
earlier i was listening to fall out boy on itunes and i kept skipping songs like ‘nope i’ve listened to this too much recently’ and i literally went through their entire discography so i give up i love them so much i have overplayed everything they’ve ever written this is my peak
Under a spell you’re hypnotized
Darling how could you be so blind
so i’m english and my boyfriend is northern irish but we met in australia and did LD for 6 months and so when he came back i was like ‘wow it’s great to finally be in the same country’ and then i realised that we aren’t in the same country or even both in britain but we’re both in the united kingdom so then i realised that it’s great to be in the same KINGDOM as him and i’m damned if that isn’t a great thing to say to someone ‘wow i’m happy we’re finally in the same kingdom’